Yesterday, was by far the most horrifying  day of my  entire life. But this post is ment for three reasons. Not just me. I send my heart out  and greif to all the familys whom have lost their loved ones, as well as the firefighters, emt's, disaster crew response team, and even the police of Manhattan, New York. 

I guess the next reason, that I'm writeing this, is that I can't sleep. I shut my eyes,  and only see how the World Trade Center, Tower Two, was bruitattly attacked, then how both buildings collapsed. Even though most may have already found some peace, as the terrorist's have thank god, stoped their attacks for the time being, hopefully for good.

My family is upset because I can't sleep cause I have a test that could change my entire future, early this-morning. But, I can't sleep, hardly eat, it's just....To much....

I have only one more thing to say....

To all whom  I may have hurt with my silly mind games, from saying "Brian's in the hospital...He  was hit by a car.." ect... Even if I hurt anyone by being myself, sick-minded, yet playful. I got a taste of my own medacine, as you could say.

I learned my lesson, sadly, and I'm sorry.

I have to go now, I still need to cry some more.

Meredith, I love you.

- Daku.

As my first  post, lemme tell you a little story,  m'kay? M'kay. - Throws a damn chair at your head. - Take a dazamn seat! A'iight.

Well, thursday, my love  of my  life came down to vist me, and we  got together, and  hooked up, made out,  got  laid, ect..Nah, I'm just playin'. This is how it really went   d own. I went  and  picked Meredith  up, thursday afternoon, and we both smiled and talked for a quick minute, but we then sat in the truck and snuggled and cuddled in a  rather loving hug *Which has no equil*, and went b ack to my house, we  then  sat in my room, and talked  f or a while, and were just hanging out, hugging and being close and happy with each others company. We watched a bit of TV, then sat and talked a bit more before going   to sleep together, still  resting in that sweet hug, I might add. Friday c am e,  and we watched  a b it more  tv, and talked, but we brought in  a movie,  and  just  talked more. To skip the day, we ended up going on saturday was my g randfathers birthday. *GO GRAMPS!*anyways, we walked home together from the party,  talking some more  an d holdin g each  ther each step,  then  when  we go t home, we sat and  relaxed  to g   ether, peacefully  and   alone, we then skip into the n ight  where we were watching  a few tapes,  of  old wrestling matchs, and gund am wing, whe n I re-asked her  to be my  love, my eternal life long paterner, and my future  wife in    marrige, nice, huh? *Didn't get to  ask properly  the  past  two times trying so just chouse to  redo it to  make it right*then we smiled, hugged, kissed, an d  went to sleep, yet again, holding onto each other. Now today comes, and we  sat watching  tv, and had some fun in the pool  today and  had  a  big time b last  in there, *Quite amazing! * and just all around had a g reat time enjoying each   others c ompany,  every second of  it was amazing, b ut one of the best parts was when she cooked breakfast for us, egg's and  french toast, both were great!

Well, I gotta go peep's, night and hav e  a big  b ad ass  blast! Oh,  ad  one more  thing....

GET LAID!!!

XD! Peace.

~Daku Asukuo~